Its been way too long. This I know. I haven't had a computer and still really don't. So to those of you whom had been following me I am sorry. I haven't fallen off the face of the planet but I have.
So to me and weight loss and well me. A lot has happened since my last blog encounter. Life is changing and seems to be getting harder rather than easier.
I read this today on someones status "A day without prayer is a day we foolishly believe we have it under control". Wow how very true.
I have been a downright HORRIBLE workout partner. I have had a lot of things happen. Brent's schedule hadn't been allowing me to go everyday. Which created a bad behavior and made it too easy to not go everyday. As my attitude got worse things in life just in general seemed harder. Then I got sick, almost all my kids have been sick and then I have gotten so sore from being back at the y it just made it hard. Once I get there or on our morning walk I feel great and am glad I got my butt out of bed, its getting there.
Maybe its that I have hit this road block AGAIN and can't seem to move past 60 pounds. Yes I have offically lost 60 and can't seem to go any lower. However I will tell you everyone seems to say something these days and that for me makes me feel AWESOME!!!
I started this journey for many reasons however a main one if you recall(might have to read my old blog), was to fall in love with what I saw on the outside and that is happening, but still not fast enough in my opinion.
Well any ways I didn't have much time tonight I have as I am watching the world series and now the cards are back up dang it(rangers fan here).
Point is when we think we have it under control we don't and when we think we know it all we don't. So I "vow" is to do what I can even if its just a little. I made promise to be accountable to someone and I need to do it. Not just for her, but for me because who am I doing this again for?????
Have fun watching the Game peeps!! Much love... until next time
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