Justice for Jenny

I hadn't really planned on blogging tonight however she is heavy on my heart tonight. Tomorrow she is supposed to be celebrating her 28Th birthday. I will never understand any of this.

I wasn't real close with Jenny, but with my brother I am whom is very close friends of this family. None of that matters really, I watched her raise an amazing little man, I watched her in my very own opinion save my brothers best friend, her husband. The way they looked at each other was amazing and for that all to be cut so short makes my heart break. They were supposed to grow old together, have grandkids and spoil them too!

When I see her son run the bases he runs with such pride. She should be here watching that, not up there. I hate seeing her husband broken into pieces. It's hard. I hate that this monster or monsters have allowed us to live in fear. However no longer do you get to win you stole once but nope never again!!!

In fact it makes me so mad I want to scream.

However there is oddly and werid to say some good about the whole thing, seeing the amounts of love, support and overall general concern. I wear my bracelets with PRIDE knowing I am a better person for knowing Jenny for being there the day she said I do and to watching a young man become a father and grow up so fast. Almost every day someone asks me "whats new" "what have you heard" "do they have anyone"???? For all of that I pray every day I have an answer for each one of you. However there still isn't one. However last week I was reminded while at the y, where every day someone says what are your bracelets for. I say Jenny. They then say yeah every day I wonder whats new with that, I had generally said nothing, but for some reason on Wednesday I said well, there are many events going on. Are you on face book? You should go follow Justice for Jenny. So my reminder was that there is something new every day something that everyone could be involved in. (tag line for you all to follow JFJ, garage sale this week, papa johns donates, concerts, golf tourny)

For those that I have heard talk poorly of HPD or the KBI, I am sorry you feel that way however I personally feel they are doing the best with what they have. They are doing their job and doing it to the best of their ability. You have no room to speak unless you are doing that job and at that point you are then telling me you are poorly doing your job.

Life isn't fair I know. I have heard this over and over in my short life time. I will always remember how and where I was when I heard the news that someone had taken away a life that had so much left to do. You didn't have to know Jenny to know who she was. She was that person that she didn't have to say one word to fall in love with her, you just did. I could go on and go about the person she was, and how that life was cut entirely way too short, because someone decided it was their turn to play God and call her Home. To you I have said from hour one, I don't want to know who you are, nor do I care all I want is to know why, why YOU felt the need to take our friend, a mother, a daughter a sister a wife an aunt, WHY did you feel the need to hurt someone who couldn't dream of ever hurting anyone EVER. I continue to pray every day that you are so overwhelmed with guilt that you can't handle it and that God makes you step out of your very dark lonely corner and that you find the courage to do the RIGHT thing. This family deserves to have a closure to heal. However I know that in time it won't matter if you come forward or not you to as will I have our chance before the only JUDGE that matters. He already knows.

Like I said I didn't have the intention of blogging, but Jenny you are on my heart, your family is on my heart. The balloon release looks like it went well. Know that we love you and miss you dearly. Your family is well taken care of. LOL really as if you don't know. Thank for being that extra angel for us here on earth.

Tomorrow should have been a great day of celebration, however we are left a day of remembrance. I will be wearing my purple for you my love!